The small stuff

What a week. Poor Anabelle has had eight, yes, eight, appointments this week. I'll give a brief summary of the major ones.

Sleep study/back to pulmonology: We did another sleep study. It was horrible. They were trying to jam two cannulas into her little nose. One to measure the co2 output and one to give her oxygen. After several failed attempts, they just did the co2 cannula with some blow by. She was uncomfortable the entire night, was screaming every 5 minutes. Finally we both got about an hour of solid sleep after they started the blow by. We went back to the Pulmonologist. I guess they finally took it serious because we got to meet the actual doctor this time. He said her second study was better, only about 110 apneas. (Not sure if that is total or just obstuctive apneas). However, it's still dangerously high. We started her on 24/7 oxygen today, 2 liters. She hates it. I think she's warming up to it a little now though, she's sleeping! But he said we will repeat the sleep study, and if that doesn't work then try a CPAP, repeat, then if that still doesn't work we will discuss a trach. This doctor really understands what a big decision it is, and told me how we will make the decision together. Very comforting. Hopefully the oxygen works though! We will repeat the sleep study next week to see where we are. Oh, and he said if this continues long term it could lead to brain damage because she only breaths about half the time. Ah.

Physical therapy/Shriners: We had our first visit with outpatient therapy (not with Shriners). They showed us some stuff, mostly what we already know and do. We also meet met with Shriners hand specialists. She gave us some stretching excersises, and said we'll regroup in 3 months to see where we are at. But good news is Anabelles range of motion is great! She can flex her elbow's a little more then 90 degress, and extend about 30-45. She explained how Anabelle is a little backwards from typical AMC kids. I guess they usually see then with extended arms and flexed legs. But that's Anabelle! :D Nothing is 'normal' when it comes to her medical care. *sigh* But she said she is too small for splints right now, but maybe in 3 months we will try them. Also, she said she doesn't want to be too agressive because Anabelle will show us what she can do and needs help with, from there we will see what we can do to help her. She doesn't want to do something now that will damage her later.

GI: Since her reflux is still horrible, we have switched her to some RX formula. We have three to try, one a week. In three weeks we will follow up with GI and determine if anything helped and if not we will switch to a J-tube. It will help *hopefully* with the reflux, which in turn will help with her breathing. I love her GI. She doesn't fool around. She gets things done, and doesn't make us feel dumb when we have silly questions. And she has lots of energy. Maybe a little to much at times for this sleepy mom. I just pray this works!


Other than that, little Anabelle is just too cute! She smiles all the time now! And her big sister love love love her!!
Kyle and Amelia had a conversation the other day. I wasn't there so I could be misquoting.
Kyle - "You know Anabelle's special right?"
Amelia - "Yeah, like a present!"
Kyle - "Do you know what that means?"
Amelia -"Yeah, it's good!"

Melts my heart. They don't see her any different. Honestly I tear up when I just think about them together. Amelia wanted to cuddle with Ana, and actually sleep with her! Well.. I couldn't let her do that, but she just cuddled as long as she could. Ah! Got to love my kiddos. They remind me of what is important in life. <3

With love,
The Polks

Trach?!

I have known for a while now that Anabelle doesn't breath as well as she should. I guess I never knew how bad it really was until they gave me some numbers behind it.
I just got back from our Pulmonology follow up. They had the results from her sleep study. And the results made me cry.  She started off easy... Anabelle has 5 central sleep apneas, 1 mixed (I forgot what this means), and here are the real kickers, 236 obstructive sleep apneas, and 224 hypopneas. Her miminum oxygen saturation was 40%... It should be 100%! Her total number of desaturations was 480 for the 9 hour study.

Then the really bad part came. The doc asked if I have ever heard of a Tracheostomy, or knew what it was. Going into the appointment today I had two fears. One being they would put her on oxygen. The second, larger fear was they would want to do a Tracheostomy. I've learned when the doctors ask if you have ever heard of a procedure or surgery, they are leaning towards recommending it. Highly recommending it.

Not only is this another surgery for Anabelle. But how the heck are we suppose to handle a trach at home!? I don't know the first things about trachs! Obviously we want what is best for Anabelle... I just don't know how this is going to work.

Tomorrow night we are repeating the sleep study with 1-2 liters of oxygen, they are going to review, and then we have an appointment on Thursday with the actual Pulmonologist. These past two times we've meet with the NP, who has confered with the doctor. I am praying that all she will need is some o2 while she sleeps and wal-la!  She's fine. I have a gut feeling that won't happen. I had a gut feeling about the g-tube, and I have that same feeling again. Just reading other kids stories, and the similarities.. It's just tough.

Well, we will keep you all updated on what happens this week. In all we have 8 appointments now! Wish us luck!! :D

With love,
The Polks

Day 8 at the hospital

Yesterday Anabelle had a bad case of reflux. I laid her down to change her diaper, and BAM! She couldn't catch her breath, started to vomit, etc etc. I called her nurse once to see if her feedings were just a little to high for her to tolerate, and she said no, she's fine. And if she continues to have episodes then they will call the doctor. And just FYI, Anabelle is at risk for aspirating, so her reflux and vomit could go back down into her lungs. It's not a simple, 'Oh she's fine, no biggy. Just a little reflux.' So she was still having issues when the nurse left and I went out to request the doctor come by so we can talk to him, and went back to our room. I guess she followed me, cause as I walked in she was right behind me, luckily. Anabelle's stats went down and she was vomiting. At times it seems like the nurses only believe us when they see it for themselves. Then another nurse came in, and another. The put her on a nasal canula (I'm sure that's misspelled). Luckily she was doing better in the wee hours of the morning so they took it away. 


Today was a big day for her. She got off oxygen, got her casts off, had a P/T consult, got an IV ripped out of her hand... Oh and she is still recouping from surgery 3 days ago.  They bumped up her feeds from 10 mls, to 15 mls, to now 20 and fortified. She is on continous feeds, so she is getting 20 mls every hours, which is just under an ounce. She is still refluxing but seems to be ok. 


OH. And we got Amelia and Allison back from sitters yesterday. They've been gone all week. And i don't know what ahppened, but Amelia's little attitude is horrible! She thinks she is way older then she is, and has attitude for 5 little girls. I don't know how we're going to live through her teen years. 


I don't know how we will get through this next year! It's been so crazy and hectic these past few months. I feel like we haven't been able to really get anything done for Anabelle as far as her AMC goes. Oh, but her knees do look a lot more bent. But it just seems like we keep hitting dead ends with P/T and whatnot. So frustrating! That mixed with my disability issues and hiccups, and work needing papers and not understanding I'm not home right now, I live  at the hospital currently. Stop calling me! Ok, I feel a little better now. Maybe...


Hopefully Anabelle can come home tomorrow, but I'm not holding my breath anymore. I've heard this so many times, I just want to make sure she is ready, no rush this time around. But I'd like to remove the stress from hospital trips from our mix. We will see! 


With love, 
The Polks